The Journal

I wrote in my journal today. It was the first time in over a year since I had written anything. Coming out of depression is scary and amazing. Change is scary and amazing. Living is scary and amazing. As I sat outside around the corner from my apartment writing outside the coffee shop, ┬áthe sun […]

Well what the heck do I do now? and Random thoughts

So. In the past year and a half I have: Hit rock bottom depressed Moved of our boat after 2 year of living aboard Got meds Put the boat up for sale Started therapy for GID Come to terms with who I am. No longer as depressed Cut my drinking WAY, WAY back Started taking […]

Extreme intensity of the Mind

I want to share a dream I had this morning before sunrise. I must warn you first, if you are queasy, or disturbed by graphic content please don’t read any further. This was one of the most disturbing dreams I recall ever having in my life. I can still visualize it in graphic detail, like […]

Puppy Dog Tails and Everything nice… wha?

What are little boys made of? What are little boys made of? Snips and snails, And puppy dog tails, That’s what little boys are made of. What are little girls made of? What are little girls made of? Sugar and spice, And everything nice, That’s what little girls are made of. I have no idea […]

Oh those wacky cousins over the pond!

I have a new good friend whom I have never met. She says strange words I sometimes don’t get. Mad is crazy and Rubbish is crap. Cricky old sailboats and things like that. She is filled with warmth, beauty and kind. She fills me with happiness and eases my mind. If ever I meet this […]